Not many have the blessing of reaching 30th. There’s magic in that number 30, there’s a moment in time where you forget all that has happened in life when you reach that age. Life is special, life is a blessing and for a long time. I carried so much pain caused by loss. Loss has […]Read more "The 30th year…."
So March 25th 2020 my mother passed away so as the anniversary of my mothers death comes, I have learnt some tough lessons about life and just how precious it is. The growth that comes from dealing with loss is hugely important and not an easy task to come by. There is no rule book […]Read more "Anniversary Time"
It’s the 1st December, the year is about to end. As the year draws to an end. The time of reflection is upon us. Time to really think about the blessings and mistakes that have been made this year. When I started this year, I felt so helpless and full of pain. I really struggled […]Read more "December Reflections"
How does one find peace after so much trauma and problems. That never ending cycle of disbelief. You learn to pick yourself up after the cycle of hurt. Some people just don’t know how much they can hurt people with words or even actions. ￼ The one thing I had to learn about myself, learn […]Read more "Finding Inner Peace"
We can go through life not knowing where its going to take us thats the unknown that comes with life, the not knowing that comes with real life struggle. How do we figure out how to navigate waters when we feel like we are drowning? I think that’s always the question we have for ourselves. […]Read more "The Birth Of Struggle?"
Perception vs reality…….Motherhood when people look at me what do they see? I often wonder, I used to think they saw a confrontational woman who is always speaking her mind. But sometimes that’s not the case. I learnt a long time ago there is two ears and one mouth. Life has a way of humbling […]Read more "Perception vs Reality"
The chapter of my mothers death really put me in a chokehold. Full of grief not understanding why God would do me this way. I have been a good person. Working from the age of 15 all the way up to when Covid hit the UK and everything shutdown . I have gone to school, […]Read more "The Next Episode…"
I think when your growing up, nobody tells you how life is going to be no one tells you that life can end instantly and change how you navigate a new life. The journey of life changes as you grow, how you was as a teenager is vastly different to your twenties and your thirties. […]Read more "Healing After loss"
RIP mum….. Well how does one start to put into words what has happened in the last year. Hmm last year, let’s say March 2020 my life changed in the most extraordinary way. My mother who was a health care worker during the beginning of COVID had died and wow did that hurt the family. […]Read more "Death, Grief and what comes next???"
2019 yo dawg, you have a been a year of many blessings, I have seen friends get married and friends have babies and prosper. As a new century begins, I have to wonder what it would have been like if I didn’t go forth pursue what I wanted. However I became kinda lazy in some […]Read more "Goodbye 2019, Hello 2020"