It’s the 1st December, the year is about to end. As the year draws to an end. The time of reflection is upon us. Time to really think about the blessings and mistakes that have been made this year.
When I started this year, I felt so helpless and full of pain. I really struggled with the death of my mother. Sometimes I didn’t know if I was coming or going with the amount of sadness I felt. Everything that i planned for 2021 was falling apart but there is a always a way.
For a long time, I had lost my faith in God and in people, a lot of people disappointed me in such a drastic way but I think with time I managed to let that go. I let a lot of things go. Holding on to things doesn’t serve you or make things better but it allows you the grace of moving on.
I found some grace in death and by that I learnt that everything has a time and to enjoy the life you have. Big victories and small ones matter soo much. Enjoy the company others family and friends will always be around you during the good times and bad.
All I can say is that I have truly found peace in all that has happened in the last 2 years and as we get to an end of the year and my family spend another Christmas without our mother. We truly embrace the lessons she has taught us as young adults.