As we ring in the new month of April we take into account that just a minute ago it was January and we was about change and we also ring in the month with new music and new inspirations. My guy Freddie Gibbs brought out his new project and the chief Rakewon brought out his project as well. The hiphop scene is full of life this year. Joey Badasss released something and my guy Kendrick is about to bring the fire with his new project.

You know what I have been thinking about the last couple of months is about how I can change my life for the better. Makes changes to my health and exercise more and I have been really thinking about what I’m suppose to be doing with my life. Being a writer or making films and writing all the things I want to see in the world today. How can I make the world better for women likemyslf.  

I know for sure that I can either win this war of overthinking and do what makes me so happy and just capture it or just go the opposite way and work to survive but not enjoy what I do. But I just can’t not do that. I’m not wired that way. I have too many ideas I want to develop and make into awesome stuff basically a million ideas of what I can do to make life extraordinary and lot of the ideas always revolve around music and poetry and being creative. When I do come up with my ideas, I have that need to just write it down. 

It comes within that worry that what you do will not be good enough and what you bring to the table will not be strong enough to survive what you want. But I’m saying enough is enough and screw it. Time to get down to business and do what I do best which is plot and plan.